sipping tea
let the rivers pass me by
these dusty tears
need no place to cry
i need no reason
for the first time in my life
i just need to be on my way

i don't want for anything that i don't have
all i want is waiting for me there
for me there
with my czarina
queen of all that all that I believe
still born seasons cradle our affairs

i light a candle
my lover to protect
in sack cloth and ashes
my lover will descend

i need no reason for the first time in my life
i just need to be on my way

i don't want for anything that I don't have
all I want is waiting for me there
I don't want for anything that I don't have
all I want is waiting for me there
for me there

hide behind your walls
I waste a day
if I want
all this and more are under me

I need no reason for the first time in my life
I just need to be on my way

I don't want for anything that I don't have
all I want is waiting for me there
I don't want for anything that I don't have
all I want is waiting for me there
for me there
for me there

-smashing pumpkins, czarina

has billy corgan been reading my mind lately or something? because this song applies almost perfectly to me right now. even down to the tea part. (: