tick tock tick tock

time doesn't seem to pass today. i have so much to do but i don't want to. and i want more than anything for friday to come. friday, september 21, 2001... my life will change... if i don't keep living wednesday over and over. i get the feeling that it's going to be like that bill murray movie, groundhog day... keep waking up in the same day, over and over, and that friday will never come. i'm going to sit on my lazy ass at home for the rest of my life... never go to college... never. life never feels like it's going to change, the day before it does... the morning of the 11th i was whining about shampoo in my eyes. shampoo is such a trivial thing.
okay, now i'm just rambling. forgive me.